bored and whiny.
I’m feeling a bit lonely today. Not for any particular reason, sometimes I just get like this. And I feel so envious of those with lives totally different from mine.
People who can go out and play with their friends, and do all the things that I can’t do.
It’s not that I’d honestly want to trade. It’s not that I don’t appreciate the blessings that I have. But sometimes my mundane life feels just too mundane. And I’m bored and lonely.
Starved for adult conversation.
But should the opportunity for adult conversation come up I know I’d have nothing to say anyway. No, I haven’t read any good books, watched any good movies, gone anywhere, or done anything interesting lately.
Bleh.
And for my February goals? I haven’t really done anything yet this month. Over 1/4 of the month is over and I haven’t really started on any of my plans. I was hoping that monthly goals would be harder to ignore than “New Year’s Resolutions” — but so far it hasn’t turned out that way.
At least it’s sunny out today. I can’t wait until it stays light long enough to start walking in the evenings! I know that will do me a world of good on so many levels.
February 9th, 2010 at 2:04 am
february sucks for staying positive. the icky weather has dragged on for months, and the longer than usual nights make it harder to stay upbeat. remember this and cut yourself some slack. i have read good books, watched a few movies, gone and done things … but i still feel boring – so you are NOT ALONE in those feelings!! oh, and goals are as much about staying aware as they are about accomplishing – having them is the first step to achieving them. think about how much less you might be doing if you hadn’t set them!! and it is about growth, not perfection!! **HUGS**
February 9th, 2010 at 12:03 pm
Thanks, Cath!