bored and whiny.
Monday, February 8th, 2010I’m feeling a bit lonely today. Not for any particular reason, sometimes I just get like this. And I feel so envious of those with lives totally different from mine.
People who can go out and play with their friends, and do all the things that I can’t do.
It’s not that I’d honestly want to trade. It’s not that I don’t appreciate the blessings that I have. But sometimes my mundane life feels just too mundane. And I’m bored and lonely.
Starved for adult conversation.
But should the opportunity for adult conversation come up I know I’d have nothing to say anyway. No, I haven’t read any good books, watched any good movies, gone anywhere, or done anything interesting lately.
Bleh.
And for my February goals? I haven’t really done anything yet this month. Over 1/4 of the month is over and I haven’t really started on any of my plans. I was hoping that monthly goals would be harder to ignore than “New Year’s Resolutions” — but so far it hasn’t turned out that way.
At least it’s sunny out today. I can’t wait until it stays light long enough to start walking in the evenings! I know that will do me a world of good on so many levels.