I’m thinking about quitting the blog. I’m not saying that I’ve decided to quit, but I’m thinking about it. I’m wondering whether if this is essentially nothing but a journal why don’t I just keep it on paper instead?
The advantage of the blog is obvious — it’s an opportunity to get some feedback on what’s going on. I love getting a response; suggestions, encouragement, sympathy, etc. from the people who read.
The disadvantages? I never know who is “listening” for one. Here I am, talking away. I might be talking to myself or I might be overheard by… anyone.
And I don’t know if it is this way for everyone else but I speak differently depending on who is around. Am I speaking to somebody who shares my faith? Am I speaking to some one who knows the person I’m complaining about? Am I speaking to somebody who knows where I come from? Etc. And not knowing the answer to those types of questions is starting to get to me.
I’ve recently had the experience (not for the first time) of revealing too much of myself to somebody in real life, and I regret it. It makes me worry about what may be revealed in this context, too.
Because God knows I don’t really want anybody to see me.
Ha. So, here’s the thing. I’m out of time, I have to go and get Jessica from school. Do I hit publish on a post like this one?
This time, I will.